Lazy Saturday

Normally on a Saturday I would go out, have my nails done,
my hair done, go shopping, window shopping or run errands.

Since little monster's nanny is still non-existent; I have to stay at home
and take care of my boy.

I enjoy these times - don't get me wrong, but the thing is it seems
between me & the sperm donor known as hubby I have to do all the work
while he goes out with his friends & play computer all night.

That sounds unfair right?

It is.

Especially if I am taking care of the boy on TOP of
working full time and on TOP of trying to earn online.

It's draining & at times I forget myself.
I forget who I was before all the nappy changes.

I embrace motherhood.
It is the best thing that has happened to me.

Although, I miss the 'me' time.

Hubby & I can't even eat together in a restaurant.
One of us has to stop and feed the boy while the other one eats.

I am just ranting here.
Getting things out.
Sorting issues. Hopefully I will be back to my
'perky' self sooner than later.