When In doubt BLOG

I am irritated.
I don't know if its because my self-hosted blog is still down
OR is it because we still don't have a nanny
OR is it because the weather is too hot
OR is it because I want a vacation but I can't.

OR is it because, someone close said something that bothered me.

The thing with being married with one child
and all your friends have none (single since birth even)
is they don't really understand you anymore.

I try to be the same person I was before
settling down & all
But its impossible.
I am a different person now.
I can't turn back time.

I love my life now.
It's not perfect but its mine.