It's been really weird. I've been staring in front of the screen for 10 minutes now thinking of what to blog about but I can't think of any. I remember thinking before that after hubby leaves, I'll blog non-stop since I'd be alone and bored most of the time. My time is mine. But the opposite happened. I seldom blog properly (almost all tags/meme's or opp) then I rarely eat properly.
I just don't feel like it.
I miss him and I constantly find myself thinking, what time is it there now? What's he doing? Is he eating right? Why has he not emailed/called/texted yet?
I know in time things will settle down and it would be easier for us but right at this moment its just hard. He's staying in somebody's house right now until he finds a place of his won, he doesn't have a laptop yet so emailing and chatting is still hard.
Most of the time we just text and lately we would email each other if he's at the office. I hope he can buy a laptop soon so that we can communicate properly. I know its early days and I shouldn't be OA about it but I can't help it. I thought I won't be until I realized I'm not made of stone and I do miss him so much.
Hai Life.
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6 comments:
how sweet!
you are not being OA, van. its part of the process. in time you will get used to it. say three years. lol. mas mahirap ngaun. you would worry a lot of times kasi alam mo iba environment nya dun. wala akong mapapayo sa u dahil ako din kahit mag 2 years na i still feel that way. may mga times nga na sinasabi ko sa kanya na umuwi na lang sya eh but we knows its not possible kasi nde pa kami tapos sa bahay. haha.
I feel for you Vannie... it's really hard to be away with someone who used to be beside you always! cheer up girl!
that's normal sis...i myself have that "missing him so much" moment...I'm still not used that Jet is far away from me...how much more ikaw na first time nyong magakahiwalay ng matagal...be strong girl...kaya mo 'yan...
hi there, i feel for you. feelings will change, knowing that is the only consolation for now. :)
I feel 4 u van. hug u sis! mpp! Its really2 hard but u need to be strong.. its really hard to b away. ganyan din nararamdaman ko,, d lang sya email, text and call kung ano na iniisip ko.. wishin' I cud b with him soon.. hay buhay! lol! btw, ilan years sya don?
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