Guilty Feeling

For most people losing weight and dieting is a constant struggle. I am pretty sure losing all the weight is hard but keeping that weight off is much harder. Especially now that its the Holidays and everyone is preparing such scrumptious meals.

Tonight I am looking forward to eating, eating and more eating! But with eating comes the guilty feeling afterward. Did you know that when I was younger and still single I struggled with my weight. It kept on ballooning and then going down. I am lucky now because I have a toddler and he keeps me busy and mobile all the time. He is my personal exercise machine. I am not super skinny, but I am not really THAT fat either.

My problem areas include my arms and tummy only. That's why I still looked into the best and most effective diet pills around. It's hard to just go about drinking pills without researching and asking your doctor about it first. Especially for me when I am still nursing my 2 year old.

Yup, he still nurses from me. My goal for 2009 is that he completely stops nursing already. I think he is ready. But were going to take it slow. And yes, I've been talking about weaning him for awhile now and believe me, its not that simple.

Wish us luck! Or should I say, wish me luck - as I've said he's my own personal exercise machine. Without him I may need those pills now.
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